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So, I'm going to fencing camp tomorrow...gotta get up bright and early to fly out. I'm hoping that my rather attractive male friend whom I met last year is going back again this year...he was talking about it, but last time we spoke he wasn't entirely sure. If he's there...I may have to do what I didn't have the courage to do last year and snog him. We'll see if it goes any further than that, if it goes anywhere in the first place. I'm going to take my laptop, but I'm not entirely sure whether or not they have wireless internet. I'll let you know if anything happens, either when it happens or as soon as I'm at a place that has wireless. Wish me luck!
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The Dirty Little Secret
Deliberate Gentle Sex Master (DGSM)

Innocent but fundamentally sexual, like the word "finger". You are the Dirty Little Secret.

Few women have the confidence for sex mastery, and among nice girls, like you, it's almost unheard of. So congratulations. You've had plenty of adventures, but you've remained a kind, thoughtful person. Your friends appreciate your exploits. They even live vicariously through you.

Your exact female opposite:
The Wild Rose

Random Brutal Love Dreamer
You seek pleasure, but you're not irresponsible. You are organized and cautious, and you choose your lovers wisely. One, you don't like dirtbags. And two, you like to maintain control. Or at least lose it selectively. You might notice that older men single you out. They have an eye for your sensual nature. Take it as a compliment.

You enjoy making people happy, and it's inevitable that many guys will fall harder for you than you for them. You're not completely comfortable in a serious, long-term relationship right now. Our guess is that the key to extended happiness will be finding a responsible, but kinky, mate.


ALWAYS AVOID: The Hornivore (RBSM), The Manchild (RBLD), The Last Man on Earth (RBSD)

CONSIDER: The Bachelor (DGSM), The Backrubber (DGSD)


Link: The Online Dating Persona Test @ OkCupid - free online dating.
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Your Score: Goddess


You scored 71% Dominance and 71% Technique!



You are, quite simply, mind-blowingly and unbearably hot.

You would not just be a "good" dominatrix. You would be - hell, you *are* - a stunning and breathtaking sexual experience for whatever man is lucky enough to be captured by you.

Whatever you do, don't let your talents go to waste. Use them. Nurture them. Impart them to others. And, if all else fails, call me ;-) Thank you for taking my test, Ma'am - I hope we can meet someday. POSTSCRIPT: I used to get an automatic notification whenever someone scored as highly as you just did - it was a pretty rare event to begin with. Since OKC changed its layout, however, this hasn't been happening at all. So I'd be grateful if you could drop me a quick note if you've just scored "Goddess" - I always like to know that the test is still otherwise working.

Link: The Could You Be A Good Dominatrix Test written by powerstruggle on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test
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So, I got back a little earlier today from Bermuda.  Man, it was not all it was cracked up to be...all the men were over 60.  Blech.  And, as much as I love my mom, 5 full days of no one but her...it drove me crazy.  She's the type of girl whom I'd be acquaintances only with at school were she my age and not my mother...we really have nothing in common, and while I don't disliker her personally, I really don't have a connection with her as friends or anything.  Oh, well.  She provides for me and supports me, that's enough.  More than many have, really.  I do wish she were more like a friend, though...at least someone whom I could actually confide in.  But her views of just about everything are so radically different than mine.  Probably her conservative Catholic upbringing.  Whatever.  So, nothing really happened in Bermuda, much to my chagrin.  Now I need to lose the massive amount of fat that I've put on over the course of two and a half weeks and look good for fencing camp... I have a friend whom I haven't seen since last year at camp.  He's rather attractive.  Maybe I'll try to start a friends with benefits type of thing with him...we'll see.  I need to shape up anyways, since I'm going to die if I go to camp in bad shape.  Yay boot-camp week!
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So...I haven't written in a few days.  No, I am not a slacker...I just haven't done anything noteworthy.  Actually, I haven't done anything at all.  Except I did get into the American Academy of Dramatic Arts summer program, so that's very good.  At least it wasn't hard work wasted.  So, anyways.  I'm going to Bermuda on Wednesday, so tomorrow I'll be doing dull things like packing and laundry and stuff.  I'll let you know if anything interesting happens in Bermuda, but unfortunately very little is likely to happen as I've gotten fat in a short period of time (depression, boredom, lots of loose-fitting clothing, and a lack of better things to do...) and I'll be traveling with mother dearest.  Sigh...my goal as of right now is to just lose the weight I've gained, tone up a bit, and maybe attract the attention of my fencer friend at camp, or maybe a random hill-billy out in Western PA (family tradition).
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I met my boyfriend's brother and sister today after graduation.  They're really wonderful people...and his sister is so pretty!  I'm a bit jealous, actually.  Then my bf had to finish packing and move out of the dorm, so I left him to that and took a very long nap.  Sweeeeet.  He called me when he finished moving his stuff to the hotel he's staying in, and we met up in the art building again.  He had condoms...but he'd had to buy them with his brother, which is a little embarrassing for me.  Oh well, it was worth it.  We went back to our darkroom and had passionate, rough, kinky, AMAZING sex (I'm a dancer...as such, I am rather flexible).  No joke, I orgasmed twice in one go...we only had time for one go, actually...apparently one go takes 2 hours now.  Big improvement from where we started out.  We probably would've had time for another round since his bro and sis were an hour late picking him up for dinner, but unfortunately they didn't warn us ahead of time that they were going to be late.  Sigh.  I hope he can come back tomorrow so we can hang out after my English final.

Sorry to get all sappy, but I really will miss him.  I love him very much, and he told me that he loves me as well, and I have no reason to doubt his honesty.  Don't get me wrong, we're not in love, we just care for each other very, very much.  Anyhoo, I'm gonna peace out and watch this amazing thunderstorm that's appeared out of nowhere.

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My boyfriend and I had breakfast together.  We ate on a hammock.  He suggested that I steal the rope that tied the hammock to the tree and keep it for my own recreational use.  Man, I love him.
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So, to be quite honest with you I hadn't even had a kiss until relatively recently.  My first kiss (and much much more...my bra came off) was on February 27 with a boy whom I was friends with but didn't want a relationship with.  It was cool, he didn't want a relationship either.  Just a hook-up, and that's what he got.  We ended up pretty much using each other to relieve sexual frustration until someone better came along (which didn't take very long, thankfully).  I went on a community service trip to Costa Rica two days after my first kiss and we stayed in a little town.  On March 3, a boy asked me if he could kiss me, and I agreed.  So that was hook-up number two.  The next night, I was hanging out with one of my friends outside the cantina/bar when another guy came up to us.  We chilled for a while, then my friend took a hint and left.  Costa Rican boy #2 and I took a walk, where we proceeded to snog quite fiercely.  We then hooked up the next night and the next, with my bra and shirt coming off on the last night.  So, in my first week of snogging I hooked up with three different guys, which shocked me to no end.  In a good way, of course; I hadn't known that I was attractive to men.  So life was good, but then things really cooled down when I got back from Spring Break.  I was rather busy with different productions, as well as some difficult classes, but I was still feeling frustrated and wanted a squeeze very badly.  Nothing really happened until just recently...two weeks ago from yesterday, actually.  I asked a really sweet, kind guy to be my boyfriend, and he actually said yes.  Now, graduation is today (that's the only reason I'm up at this ungodly hour on a Sunday) and he's a senior from Japan so we've only had two weeks together.  I guess you could say that I corrupted him...but I don't think I did.  He is just very innocent and sweet and all around nice seeming, but he's got a bit of a mean streak that no one really knows about save me.  He says I unleashed the devil in him...I certainly seem to have!  After one week we were giving each other head, and on Tuesday, May 22, we both lost our virginity.  And then fucked four more times that day.  School got out early...and check in wasn't until 11.  So we had lots of time, and it was fantastic.  We were a very outdoorsy couple, not by choice but rather by necessity.  We couldn't really do anything in the buildings, as people are ALWAYS in them.  So we always had to trek out to some secluded area in the woods or something and enjoy ourselves there.  But yesterday we had about an hour and a half together...and the opportunity to be inside instead of outside.  So we went to the photo lab and made love in a darkroom.  Wonderful, really.  Unfortunately, we don't have any more opportunities to see each other for a rather long time...again, Japan.  It's a good distance away. 

Oh, I spanked him very hard yesterday...it made a really nice, loud sound and my hand was throbbing afterwards.  I can only imagine how much it hurt.  He shoved me face-first against the wall, spanked me back, and snogged me hard.  And everyone says we're such a cute couple...they have no idea what's going on behind closed doors.

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I suppose I'll start at the beginning...what better place to start?  I was born by normal means in a normal hospital in Pittsburgh, PA.  My parents were normal, first time parents.  No sibblings preceded me, but one did follow about one year, seven months, and twenty-eight days later.  A boy.  So, we have a picture-perfect family: one boy, one girl, one mom, one dad.  All blond, blue-eyed, attractive.  Seems normal?  Hardly.  I suppose my immediate family isn't too outrageous; my dad's a pyromaniac and my mom's a high powered business woman.  Nothing too out of the ordinary there.  Except my dad came from a family that had vast coffers but somehow managed to lose it all through sheer idiocy and bad luck/untimely deaths, and my mom was from western PA ('nough said).  
My dad's mother is always hopped up on medication.  She takes perscription drugs to help with some problems she may have (pain killers after surgery, laxatives when she has an obstruction of the bowels) but then she takes other drugs, sometimes perscription and sometimes over the counter, to treat the side effects from the perscription drugs.  She then takes more medication to treat the side effects of the medicine that's treating the side effects of the perscription drugs.  You can see where this is going.  Now, add in some very specifically ordered margaritas and some tiramisu with rum poured over the top and you've got quite a recipe for brain damage and over all outrageous behavior.  She doesn't really get along with me, perhaps because she believes that I'm dark and depressed.  I'm really not, though; I'm probably one of the most content people you will ever meet (if you meet me/know me, that is).
As for my dad's dad, he died late august last summer...but he was a riot when he was still alive.  Many, many good stories...He lived on a twenty-six foot sailboat on the Chesapeake Bay.  We tried getting him an appartment, but he decided he didn't want it and that he missed his boat.  He didn't really take care of himself at all, actually, and was a little oblivious.  I mean this in the best possible way; he was a character, certainly, and I do miss him.
My mother's parents aren't too terribly unusual compared to my dad's parents...they just live out in western PA on a large plot of land.  Essentially, my mom's family is the blue-collar type.  My grandpa worked in the coal mines for a while, and then on cars and then as a farmer, and when my grandma was 16 she gave birth to my mom.  My mom grew up in a totally different world than mine.
That's essentially my family history, very compacted.  There are so many stories and whatnot, but I shall not bore you with those because they aren't even relevent to what my journal will be.

So, perhaps a bit about me.  I'm a blond, pretty but not gorgeous, and generally pretty nice if a little quirky and blunt.  I have a few really close friends and many acquaintances.  I go to a boarding school, so I generally see my parents only every other weekend or so.  I don't really mind.  Don't get me wrong; I love my parents!  But it's nice to have some independence and freedom that I wouldn't have otherwise.  I'm a fencer (epee), a horseback rider (jumpers), and a dancer (pointe, ballet, and modern).  I'm also very involved in theater: I'm in musicals, small black box productions, improv comedy troupes, etc.  I sing and play the piano.


Oh, and I happen to be a dominant and slightly sexually frustrated bisexual blood fetishist.  And I just recently got my first boyfriend.  This journal will basically be a diary of my sexual escapades (sexcapades), not only with my current boyfriend, but with all who may come after.  It will document my growth from a recently deflowered innocent to a full-fledged dominatrix.

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